♥ Wednesday, August 02, 2006 ♥

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it's been a long time since i blogged... if you have noticed, i've changed my background music... a lot of things have happened during the time i did not blog... whan lee suddenly popped the question of changing cell during one of our usual saturday dinner after service... at first i thought he was joking and i was really apprehensive on whether this really is God's will... 'cos last month after i had the chat with irene and jac, irene also asked me to consider whether i want a change of cell - to one that i can really grow and serve in... at first i thought that if it is possible why not i stay on and try to make myself accustomised to my surroundings... but i found it really hard... whenever the rest talk there never seems to be a place where i can actually say something 'cos what they talk about i have absolutely no knowledge of... when whan lee asked that question although i was surprised but i could feel the stirring in my heart - to reach out to the younger ones, the ones i can click with better... according to whan lee, joseph has agreed to it... but i have no idea about the status now... in fact i find that if i really have to run about in the 2 cells, whan lee's cell - illuminate, i will give it higher priority compared to my own cell - christallite. don't ask me why, i myself have no idea... but that is how things appear to be happening now... illuminate has more priority over christallite... but well, i am not going to bother about all these right now... Lord, i am going to entrust this matter into Your hand... may You give those involved in making this decision wisdom and guidiance... thank you Lord...

on the other hand, my academic performance is pretty ok... for my mid semester test i passed cos, got a distinction for my java... and my java teacher mrs choo encouraged me to pay more attention in class and she believes that i will be able to do well and if i work hard enough i will be able to be the top 5% of my cohort by graduation... and that's where i am aiming for... TOP 5%!!! but right now i have one hurdle... my semestral assesment that will determine whether i will be able to go on to the second semester and do visual basics and the other modules... Lord, i pray that You will help me to pay attention during lectures and also to pass my exams so that i can proceed on with the next stage Lord... thank you Lord...