♥ Tuesday, December 28, 2004 ♥
man i am darn angry right now... with one person - my dad...
he just started throwing his tantrum when i didn't wash a pot he left there... apparently after he poured out his soup from the pot.... like hello, i went to answer a phone call and i didn't, i emphasize on the word DIDN'T hear that statement!!! but according to him, he said he told me before i went to answer that phone call... sorry... nothing of that sort....
jo, if you called me just now and heard my sister say that i wasn't at home, thank my dad for doing so...
saw spunky today!!!
♥ Thursday, December 16, 2004 ♥
Originally uploaded by jol.
i just received some sad news.... tomorrow's outing has just been cancelled....... =wails=.......'cos only zul, michelle lim, han jun, see wan and i can make it tomorrow... the rest has something else urgent on..... =wails even louder=.... WHY ARE YOU GUYS TREATING ME THIS WAY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! why????? why??? why???? do you know how i feel???? i feel so sad??? it feels as though my heart has sunk right to the bottom of the ocean.... it's that kind of feeling... do you all understand???? if you all do then you all wouldn't have done such a thing at the last minute then cancel the outing.... but anyway, i really hope that we can meet up soon before school reopens 'cos i have something for all of you.... something small.... but personalised.....
why did you all choose to do this to me???? my hopes and feelings were all up so high.... but all of a sudden it has plummerted all the way to the bottom of the valley.... i don't know why did you all choose to reject this outing offer.... i don't know why and i also do not understand why.... please guys, do not torture me like that anymore.... the worst kind of torture on earth is mental and emotional torture put together.... it is not able to be seen by the naked eye or with the help of any instruments.... the only way to really sense emotional and mental torture is using a true and sincere heart to go and sense and feel it.... i really hope that you all will not put me through such a torture again.....
♥ Wednesday, December 15, 2004 ♥
Originally uploaded by michelle89.
nice looking sky.... don't you guys agree??? i've changed my background music.... this time this song, the lyrics is in my blog in the previous entry... this song is called "Heaven Knows" by Rick Price...
today, two of my juniors vented their anger on me over msn.... haha.... don't worry girls... i am not angry... i know you guys are flustered.... haha.... ok back to why i am blogging now... just feel very weird today.... i don't know why.... i seem to be having a lot of different feelings as i type this post now....
one of the feeling that i am having right now is happiness and i don't know what other feeling.... finally i am meeting up with my csyf friends again.... it's this friday... at the beach... i have no idea what i am going to do while the rest cycle, swim and stuff... swimming and cycling is definitely not my cup of tea.... in fact, i do not know how to cycle and swim to tell you guys the truth... but whatever... i still respect their decision even though i have no idea what am i going to do there... but the sad thing is that shawn and samuel will not be joining us 'cos they are still overseas in vietnam doing cip... haiz... why can't we have the outing after the 18th??? now no matter what, we still will not get a full group photo... bleahz...
yummy yummy.... had my aunty's home-cooked chicken rice for lunch today.... haha.... so nice... so satisfying... well i am easily contented with food... haha... it doesn't have to be expensive but as long as it is nice well i am happy with it... haha...
i think i know what i can do at the beach already... bring my discman and go for a walk with it... if not just sit in one spot and listen to the waves... that's what i will do... haha...
char, anglia and jo bought me a christmas cum long belated birthday present yesterday from perlini's... i love it... it's a star... haha... ok... that's all i got to say for now... byez... i am now going to sleep even though it is like 6pm right now... haha....
p.s. can you people hear my background music??? please leave me a note to let me know.... thank you...
♥ Tuesday, December 14, 2004 ♥
To Love You More by Celine Dion
Take me back in the arms I love
Need me like you did before
Touch me once again
And remember when
There was no one that you wanted more
Don't go you know you will break my heart
She won't love you like I will
I'm the one who'll stay
When she walks away
And you know I'll be standing here still
I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more
See me as if you never knew
Hold me so you can't let go
Just believe in me
I will make you see
All the things that your heart needs to know
I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more
And some way all the love that we had can be saved
Whatever it takes we'll find a way
I'll be waiting for you
Here inside my heart
I'm the one who wants to love you more
You will see I can give you
Everything you need
Let me be the one to love you more
this song is so nice also.... sorry i just can't control myself for finding these lyrics.... i just feel that these songs here are really meaningful to me.... especially the lyrics.... maybe if you all will just spend some time and really absorb these lyrics, you will find that they are words and feelings that are very close to your hearts....
Moon River, wider than a mile,
I’m crossing you in style, some day,
Oh dream maker, you heart breaker,
Wherever you’re goin’, I’m goin’ your way,
Two drifters, off to see the world,
There’s such a lot of world to see,
We’re after the same rainbows end,
Waitin’ ‘round the bend,
My Huckleberry friend,
Moon River, and me!
Moon River, wider than a mile,
I’m crossing you in style, some day . . .
Two drifters, off to see the world,
There’s such a lot of world to see,
We’re after the same rainbows end,
Waitin’ ‘round the bend,
My Huckleberry friend,
Moon River, and me!
Moon River, and me . . .
She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes.
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know.
And though she's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me,
Where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Chorus
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.
My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine
But tell me,
where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go
*Repeat Chorus except last line*
Bridge
'Coz heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?
*Repeat Chorus*
Heaven knows... heaven knows.
♥ Sunday, December 12, 2004 ♥
Originally uploaded by michelle89.
ah... new background music... moon river... haha... i am quite addicted to this song... why??? 'cos of a tvb serial that i just finished watching this afternoon.... the show title... *drum roll* Split Second... zheng fen duo miao... man that show is so cool with all the editing effects... and also the CIB (Criminal Intellegence Bureau) head quarters.... oh my oh my.... i wish that i had a room like that.... it's just so cool....
haiz.... my hope of felicia chin winning the best newcomer award has just been dashed.... she did not win it... instead joanne peh got it... bleahz...
just received a piece of bad news from april... the outing has been postponed to the 19th which is next sunday... and guess what??? i won't be able to go for the outing if that is the case.... =wails=.... why like that??? han jun can you be kind and change the day??? sundays is definitely not the day for outing like ours.... quite a number of us have church on that day!!!! ARGH!!!!!! HAN JUN!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! I WILL MISS THE OUTING IF THAT IS THE CASE!!!!!!!! is this God's way of me breaking up with the rest of the black bearies??? i have no idea.... but i know that i am definitely going to miss all of them if i do not go for the outing that they are having.... =cries even harder=..... someone please save me from this misery!!! i WANT to meet ALL of you!!!!!
♥ Monday, December 06, 2004 ♥
Originally uploaded by michelle89.
hey guys i am here to blog... but in a real sleepy manner... haha.... went to mrs ang's house today for our meeting.... her house is really cool... and that dog in the picture up there is her dog, spunky.... spunky is really a manja queen according to mrs ang... but she is so so so so cute!!!! ahhhh..... kawaii-ne!!!
we really had a fun time with spunky today.... she did so many cute actions really just to get our attention but you really cannot ignore her when she is doing all her cute actions.... haha...
mrs ang's house is so cool... it has so many cool stuff with like a designer's taste... and oh my gosh... her kitchen is like full of flavouring ingredients... and her kitchen door... i pity it... not that it is spoilt or what... but spunky actually paw and i think scratch it till it was like i don't know how to describe it... haha.... but the condition was quite bad....
mrs ang even has a swing in her house.... my goodness... it's so cool... her house is just cool to the max...
spending time with my smarts media friends really make me miss the time that i spend with my csyf friends.... the time that we got to know each other and understand each other more... =sob sob= I MISS YOU GUYS A LOT!!!!
♥ Sunday, December 05, 2004 ♥
=sobz sobz= let's all now observe a moment of silence as my dear hamster, teh susu has just passed away around 8pm... well for a hamster he is quite old already... he is turning 3 in a few weeks time.... if you wonder why he is called teh susu, the reason is that his fur is light brown that of the colour of tea with milk and white.... that's why my mummy decided to name him teh susu.... i didn't know that he had become so thin till this morning when i took him out from the cage to bathe and at the same time change the cage... sighz....
lei, seriously i do not feel bad that i gave fanella's chalet a miss as this holidays, i am not really into the mood of partying as i feel that this holidays, although i have gained many new close friends, i think that i have lost a lot too as i do not know when i will be able to meet all these new close friends of mine again... if i had that kind of time, i rather go and meet up with them, if not study really hard for my 'O' levels which are coming up next year....
hi anglia... haha.... you finally popped by and tagged me again....
well, people reading this, i hope that those of you who have pets, be it hamsters or dogs, please really treasure the time that they spend with you as you really do not know when they will go....
♥ Saturday, December 04, 2004 ♥
Originally uploaded by michelle89.
been sleeping only after 12am and wake up only at like 9am the same morning for the past 3 days!!!! but that feeling is super nice.... haha.... anyway i am going out soon.... so i shall blog till here for now.... byez...
♥ Thursday, December 02, 2004 ♥
Zul, Me, Michelle and April at KFC
Originally uploaded by michelle89.
this picture was taken when we at the the kfc outlet in cineleisure... haiz... we were happily taking photos then their manager came along and said no photos please then i was like orh ok sorry.....
bleah.... taufik won the first ever singapore idol.... can't wait for sylvester's chinese album to come out..... it doesn't matter how, but sylvester will still be a star as well as a phenomenum.... go sly.... keep on rocking.... singapore idol they don't realease the results like until they had so many commercial break...... haiz..... can't they just release the results more quickly in the future???
whatever the case, i really want to meet black bearies soon!!!! i miss you guys a lot a lot.... and it even amounts up to tons!!! haha.... i never missed anyone or a group so much like this before.... you guys just rock my world!!!! our next outing will have to be after the 18th of this month 'cos shawn and samuel will be away from singapore.... so yup..... outing will have to be after the 18th....
now escoop has 600 posts.... gil thinks that i will let them win like that..... nope i won't and i didn't feel shocked when i saw their 600th post.... 'cos i already expected them to do something like that as i have a junior when she is bored, she can spam like mad.... hahaha....
♥ Wednesday, December 01, 2004 ♥
Originally uploaded by lurbbedpink.
i am back to blog again.... boy oh boy isnt' this little boy here cute??? it's now 0921 according to my computer's clock... and no one is online right now... sad... shall blog again tonight or later 'cos it's early in the morning and i have not done anything much except to sit in front of the computer to blog this and eat in front of the computer...
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