♥ Friday, June 02, 2006 ♥

Bored People at Orchard MRT

Originally uploaded by michelle89.

i'm feeling really tired be it physically or mentally and maybe even spiritually... assignments, tutorials and cip preparation... all these things are leading up to one thing... breakdown and tiredness... when i come to think that it is saturday tomorrow i look forward to service but i don't look forward to cell where it will be a noisy place during the sharing of God's word... just take last saturday for example... when i was leading worship i tried to bring up the mood by asking them to dance a dance made up by jac... they were absolutely dead... no life... the guys also didn't put in the effort of including themselves into the dance... that just made me feel like a dumb idiot... then when irene shared the word, jul and vic were laughing for no apparant reason.. they laughed from the beginning to the end... then when they celebrated irene's birthday i left... didn't really feel like staying... right now thinking of tonight's dm meeting, i really don't know what i am going to answer for irene's questions... i really have no answer to it...