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♥ Tuesday, November 30, 2004 ♥


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black bear.... i miss all you guys already although we just met yesterday!!!! ARGH!!!! this feeling of missing friends is terrible!!!!! especially the kind that you just met but click so well with!!! what's more??? we are all from different schools.... but we click so well... i feel that i click with you guys even better than i click with my own school mates... this is saddening.... maybe we should just hurry up have another meeting before school officially starts.... 'cos by then we will have people who are going to be very busy.... people like gabriel, eric, melvin, rachel, see wan, zuleira and me who will be taking our 'O's next year.... and people like shawn, samuel and keefe who will be taking their 'A's next year.... should we also have a meeting every year??? maybe once a year or something like that??? i really really miss you guys already.... is parting always the most painful part of life????

now i am uploading pictures using another host.... 'cos the other account which i usually use cannot upload anymore photos this month as i had reached the limit as i have said in my previous post.... these are the pictures that we took yesterday!!! but the sad thing is that it is not a complete group photo.... we ever thought of asking april to help us make a complete group photo by asking her to use photoshop to do the editing.... but then the more we thought about it, the more we felt that we shouldn't do so 'cos that photo will really lose its meaning that way as no matter how it still won't feel whole even though it looks whole... hope that our next outing will be soon and then this time everyone can make it..... =hoping and praying very hard=

school's going to start soon.... i don't want the holidays to end so quickly especially after having met such good friends at the camp.... really wish that i can spend more time with them.... is this always life??? people come and go.... they come and make you feel so happy and more positive but after that they leave you and you start feeling very down and depressed??? i hope that isn't that real case in life if not then life has kind of lost its meaning, hasn't it???

i really wish that our meeting will be soon.... you guys better send me the days that you are free soon.... i will always try my best to dedicate the whole day to our black bear outing.... haha.... but in the meantime, you guys take care.... hope to see all of you soon!!!

haiz.... i have been spamming iscoop's board like nobody's business!!! will anyone be kind enough to take over from me???? i am tired of spamming it already!!! haha.... but i think i said that after spamming too much....

i have finally felt the feeling of parting again.... but this time even more real than the previous... maybe then i was too young.... although i knew how painful parting was then, but i just didn't know how to really make it out i guess... but this time it is really really more painful and prominent... i think parting with people whom you've just met and click so well is more painful then parting with the dead.... i dread this kind of feeling but it just comes to me naturally.... i really wish i could give each and every of you a parting hug and maybe that will really help me to let go of this episode... but i promise i won't forget you guys ever.... 'cos BLACK BEAR ROCKS FOREVER!!!!



michie rocked @ 08:14

♥ Monday, November 29, 2004 ♥

had the second reading today... so sad... still cannot have a complete group photo!!!! ARGH!!!! so sad.... keefe and shawn didn't come and so many people had to leave early.... but the funniest thing was shawn told samuel that he was going to come after we finished the whole reading... but after a few minutes he told samuel that he was on his way there already.... but guess what a few moments later he said that he was going to come anymore.... haha.... our reaction was so darn funny!!! haha....

taxi was good.... haha.... had such a good laugh over that show.... HAHAHA!!!! watched it with my group memebers although not the whole group, it was still fun having a meal and watching a show together....

then we went to the parliament house... after the reading at about 6 plus, went for dinner together with michelle lim, rachel, eric, gabriel and his friend C3.... haha.... had such a good laugh over dinner...

my msn is mad already so is my computer.... my computer is going to crash soon... ARGH!!!! haiz.... not again!!! but anyway, re-installing my msn 7.0...



michie rocked @ 21:19

♥ Sunday, November 28, 2004 ♥

haiz.... no one told me when or where prom night was held.... then along comes someone who asks me if i was going for prom night and i answered no.... then she asked why.... i was like i have something on tomorrow then she still didn't let me off.... she continued asking me what i had on tomorrow.... i was thinking to myself.... can't i have something on tomorrow??? you are like telling it to me at the last minute and you are asking me to turn up??? i already made an appointment with others a long time ago!!! and then i replied her i am supposed to go to the parliament house tomorrow.... she stilled continued asking me what am i going to the parliament house for..... i got fed up and told her.... i have to go to the parliament house tomorrow for csyf.... finally that stopped her from asking me anymore questions.... but even if i could go, it would be quite impossible for me to help with anything.... first things first.... i will be done earliest is 6pm by then all decorations have to be up already.... secondly, i don't have any clothes for prom night.... then i ask you.... how am i supposed to go for prom night??? impossible right???


michie rocked @ 19:38

♥ Friday, November 26, 2004 ♥

now you have a bored michelle sitting in front of the computer blogging... i am supposedly supposed to be helping my mother with her collation of stuff but yet i am here blogging.... bleah.... shhhh.... just changed my background music.... also my layout which was done by anglia... thanks anglia... some how i just like this background... maybe because it gives me a new feeling.... a feeling that i am near water.... the theme for this new layout is the champions!!! i just like this new music.... it is as though i am watching a hong kong tvb serial on my computer.... keke... this is the song that they always play when it is a touching scene or something.... haven't heard this song in the recent tvb serials that i have been watching.... quite a calming song.....

msn 7.0 is cool man.... i like it... you can nudge a person and you see the screen shaking.... and also you can see quite a lot of animation under this category known as winks.... very cute.... kawaii-ne!!!



michie rocked @ 20:06

♥ Tuesday, November 23, 2004 ♥

haiz... now i cannot add anymore photos to my blog till next month 'cos i have exceeded my upload space this month.... so for now till then, i will have a blog full of words and no photos.... keke.... haiz at 2pm later, i got to bring my sister to church for her christmas performance practice... haiz... got to wait for her till 5pm... what am i going to do during that time??? still wondering.... haiz... most probberbly will go and walk around raffles city area.... can't decide.... haiz.... people so do you still want to meet up??? i sent out an email since no one was responding when i asked the question on msn.... bleah... people quick reply to that email ok??? thank you...


michie rocked @ 13:01

♥ Monday, November 22, 2004 ♥

right now i am waiting for my turn to have my piano lesson... my sister is having hers right now... oh man! i can't stand my teacher's loud voice... so loud that i feel as though i kinda hate it already... man... i had to do annual spring cleaning of my bed cum study room... haiz... so many familiar things have disappeared... i looked like a cleaner today... kept having to go and dispose the refuse 'cos mummy see things that she don't think should be in the house, she throws!

man! my piano teacher just shouted at my sister... can't stand it! so noisy and loud... just wanna get out of the room till it's my turn... then i don't talk to her at all... haha... then she cannot shout at me that way... she can't find fault with me right??? gosh! grade 6 piano pieces are so difficult... so are the scales... haiz... don't feel like doing it... especailly the scales... i have no problems with the pieces... i mean i always have no troubles trying to do my pieces but i just HATE scales... they may know me but i don't really know them... the only scales that i kinda like are contary motion, chromatic scales and appegios... that's all i think... these are the 3 scales that i don't have a problem with... maybe just with the memorising part i guess... haha... i always cannot memorise it since i was young although i have been practising for my piano practical for so many years now... no matter how much brain booster stuff i eat... i guess i just don't want to memorise it 'cos i have no problem memorising my other things... keke...

mummy saw my old journal... then she was like you are so full of hatred... well that was the old me.... i just had that urge to tell her that that journal was written a long long time ago... but well i didn't tell her... but i told myself... fortunately i had changed from the traditional one to an online one... although here many people can read it, but at least i get to share my thoughts, dreams and feelings here and people get to interact with me about my thoughts... at least i don't have to just write and later bottle up all my feelings and start having more white hair due to stress that i give myself... but well that's life there are always it's ups and downs though no matter how we try to balance stuff... it's hard... but i know life's going although hard, is fulfilling and it helps me i guess understand my surroundings, friends and at the same time me - myself better....



michie rocked @ 14:30

CSYF Shirt (front)

Originally uploaded by michelle89.

this is life.... i am so bored.... and people are moving so quickly around you and you are.... huh??? what's going on??? looking forward to the black bear meeting on the 29th November.... people can hurry up make up your mind on where you want to go and what time??? then just inform me i will try and make it... thank you...



michie rocked @ 09:03

♥ Sunday, November 21, 2004 ♥

CSYF Shirt (back)

Originally uploaded by michelle89.

just came back from camp not long ago... after bathing i didn't feel like sleeping.... haiz.... felt bored so i took a picture of my csyf camp shirt.... hahaha.... bleah...

alright so i slept like in the wee hours of the day for like the past three days.... haiz... it's no wonder that i am losing my voice due to the lack of sleep... haha... and the irony here is i cannot fall asleep when i really want to sleep.... bleah....

intensive camp was a sucess i guess.... well mrs ang managed to squeeze all our brain juice dry.... haha.... 'cos we were all kinda mad this morning.... and not only that all of us although ate a lot of brain food during the course of the planning, we were kinda like walking zombies this morning....

guess it is really time for me to go and have some quality sleep 'cos i really look like a panda right now... hahaha... *michelle is mad!*



michie rocked @ 10:50

♥ Saturday, November 20, 2004 ♥

Black Bear 1

Black Bear 2

Black Bear 3

Originally uploaded by michelle89.



michie rocked @ 21:43

now i am like in school having a camp with all those around me asleep... slept at 2.15am this morning and yesterday, friday, i slept at 1am just so that i can finish up my first reading research and collation of thoughts for the speakers to answer.... i think that the voting system should be in such a way that you are not allowed to vote for yourself and you only vote once for the group that you really think should make it to the second reading... but as usual, life is not like how we want and expect it to be... life is like a roller coaster ride...

the first reading i had only 4 1/2 minutes to present finish my speech... i felt as though i was talking like a bullet train... but however louis (camp commandant) didn't say anything about the speed of my speech... however he said that i should try and give my audience some eye contact but actually i mean i was like only given like 4 1/2 minutes to finish everything... how was i to keep looking up when i had to read from the paper and at the same time go straight to the point so that my group keeps within that time limit.... but whatever the case, i think that while we were doing our presentation of answers to the questions that was posted to us, the white and blue group could have actually given us some respect by listening to us instead of talking among themselves... that applies especially to the white group people... they were like so rude... in front of us instead of listening was sharing sweets and at the same time making a lot of noise... haiz... shouldn't they have some self-respect even though they don't respect others???

but whatever the case is, congratulations to the white group... but i think that the saddest part of things is that black bear's case didn't go through... =sob sob= but still, it is a very good experience... the second reading has been changed to the 29th November 2004 which is at the parliament house...

we finally took a black bear group photo!!! we took once during the break in between the reading... then after the whole thing we took one more as shawn and zul came late so we took another one... haiz... still don't have a complete group photo... so what we've decided to do is to take it on the 29th.... keke... photos!!!

but it doesn't matter if we have lost because our proposal still ROCKS!!!! why??? 'cos the rest is on educating people... but us??? ours is more like a drill.... although big scale, i think that it will still work out.... hope that even after the second reading, black bear group members can still meet up..... waiting till that day comes.... for now, i can't wait for the 29th.... 'cos we are going to go out as a group!!! yipee!!!



michie rocked @ 07:02

♥ Wednesday, November 17, 2004 ♥

Sun Rising

Originally uploaded by michelle89.

hey people... haiz i was made to run up and down, in and out of places today... so tiring!!!! first had to go to school by 7.30am this morning... well i only managed to sleep at 11.30pm last night 'cos i had an online meeting to settle black bear's bill till about 10.50pm.... then had to clean up before sleeping.....

then after maths today at 9.30am, had to go down to ndc to remove my stitches... reached ndc at about 10.26am... well on the way out of school met mr lee... i had been looking for him since i reached school.... i was walking out with stephanie then he saw us and was like it's still so early, where are you going... i was like i got dentist appointment.... well stephanie said that she was going home..... but i guess he didn't catch that....... haha

when it was my turn to see the dentist - the dentist who operated on me went you are a little hardier than others when i told him that the first day i was eating porridge with fishcakes.... haha....

then had to take my x-rays back to hpb to return them to mummy.... know where i found mummy??? i found her eating in the pantry with her friends.... i was like eh, got food ah when i saw food...... they like eat lah... got kuih kuih... then i rejected them as i didn't want to eat kuih kuih.... i said that i will go back to school and eat.......

training today got cancelled....... so i get to come back home earlier..... yipee...... then now online here typing my entry for today...... that's all i can say for now folks..... byez



michie rocked @ 14:11

♥ Tuesday, November 16, 2004 ♥

National Geographic

Originally uploaded by michelle89.

haiz... so many deadlines to meet... i think from thursday night onwards, sleep rate will be down to almost 0%... haiz... gonna be a panda walking round soon...

thursday night rush out my presentation for friday's first hearing then in the afternoon got a 3D2N camp with mrs ang... intensive one somemore.... haiz... now how??? but whatever the case, i told mrs ang i will be going so have to sacrifice my sleep lor... too bad michelle....



michie rocked @ 14:51

♥ Monday, November 15, 2004 ♥

Musical World

Originally uploaded by michelle89.

let me tell you a joke i came across today when i met up with my csyf group mates at my facilitator keefe's house... we were playing taboo and this group mate of mine han jun came across the word mustard... he used the action for moustache for mustard and we found it quite weird 'cos the word on the card is mustard and why was he using the action for moustache??? then we realise that he made a mistake when his group mate said that the answer to that card is moustache and he said that it was correct.... then i was like WHAT?!?!?! that is two DIFFERENT words han jun then he was like huh???? oh no i saw wrongly....... i was like mustard ≠ moustache.... oh my goodness the whole bunch of us had such a good laugh after that....

now let me introduce my csyf group mates and facilitators to you:

-=April=-

the baby of the group... bubbly one... always saying that we use words that are too chim for her to understand... and what do we expect she is only in sec 1... this is one cute girl from kuo chuan presbyterian.... she is also known to han jun as april fool.... always being disturbed by han jun too...

-=Han Jun=-

sec 2 from outram secondary school... black bear's assistant group leader.... always disturbing april... haiz... wonder if the two of them will become an item after this... haha... have so much fate and always ending up in the same group even for games like today's taboo... haha... i know i am going to get killed for saying this... but i think that you guys really have a lot a lot of yuan fen... also known to april as monkey face...

-=Michelle Lim=-

sec 2 from nanyang girls high... one smart girl... knows a lot of stuff including chim words... haha... from nanyang's debating team.... you go girl... i have quite high hopes that you will end up our csyf outstanding speaker... erm... the both of us respond to the same name since i mean that we are both michelle so when they call michelle, the both of us will naturally respond... so yep... cool to have the same name... fortunately we don't share the same surname yeah???

-=Gabriel=-

sec 3 guy from maris stella... always hanging around shawn... poor guy ended up our walking advertistments with shawn since the both of them came up with the idea... haha... funny sight... the paper was like so much bigger than them and strings xu dian got hold of were like so long that they ended up looking like so walking billboards... haha.... well the "billboards" were written by me though... gabriel didn't want to walk with the first "billboard" as i had made a little mess of it... so he offered it to shawn who had no choice but well... accept it... keke...

-=Xu Dian=-

from jin tai secondary... one super bender from china... she can easily bend her back... but well in order to be in chinese dance you've got to have a felxible body.... she has that and even can bend her back from a standing position during a forfeit... so i guess you guys can guess which cca is she in already....

-=Eric=-

always hanging round with han jun.... quite a funny sight as eric is this super tall and big looking guy and han jun is this small and short guy... they look like i don't know... but one is tall and big while the other is small and skinny... for one they look like pinky and the brain... but just that the size has got to be swopped around...

-=Rachel=-

from fairfield methodist... one quiet and at the same time a little blur girl... chubby and adorable... and also very prone to feeling pain... she was sitting next to me during the game "ouch" so when i hit she also ouch not only her neighbour...

-=Melvin=-

from fuhua secondary... has tons of ideas... always keeps me pondering and thinking of the points he brings across... always doing research... and making our part of our proposal sound chim... haha... cool guy...

-=See Wan=-

from bendemeer secondary... me am always seen hanging around with her during the camp... slept next to each other... talked till quite late although we were both tired but just couldn't fall alseep... she's really cool... loves singing... and shares quite a number of songs that i like too... hehe...

-=Shawn=-

smart guy from rjc... gave me a really realistic idea about singaporeans killing us if they find out that we are going to do something so real to them yet it is a fake... very down to earth guy... he got saboed by us all the girls... well, he and the rest of the guys wanted to sabo me in the morning on saturday to dance on stage but well they only called michelle and well there was like two michelles in our group so the both of us well act blur... then well, in order to get back at them, the girls shouted "shawn" so we were like so much louder that he had no choice but to go up... haha.... later when we had free time and went down to the beach.... he wanted to throw me into the sea on saturday since he was like already drenched becuase he was thrown into the water by his friends... but decided not to since i lied that i didn't have any extra clothes... but in actual fact, i just didn't feel like going into the water... sorry shawn...

-=Zul=-

from fajar secondary... our dear group leader.... don't really know much about her since she doesn't sit with us during meal times where most interactions were held as she was fasting... but one impression she gave me... she is quite quiet...

-=Keefe=-

black bear's facilitator... whenever he sees us he goes: "black bear rocks!"... haha... he has really cool ideas and he is from njc... nice guy... doesn't treat us as little kids but more like friends.... his younger sister nicole is really cute!!! kawaii-ne!!! well from what the whole group observed while we were at his house today, the whole family looks alike and the cool thing... his dad is a captain (pilot) working for sia...

-=Samuel=-

black bear's other facilitator and camp commandant... soft spoken jc guy... i think from rjc... why think??? 'cos i am not very sure but his uniform is totally white just like rjc's uniform... that's why i think he is from rjc... keke... just found out recently that he is from rjc...

well that's all for the introduction of black bear's group mates....

now on to the strange phenomenum i saw at novena on the way to keefe's house... as we step out of novena square, it is drizzling however as we look further, it was raining cats and dogs and the guys all didn't have umbrellas except han jun... well the girls were more well prepared... we had enough umbrellas to share with all the girls... han jun shared his with eric... well i was better off i didn't have to share my umbrella with anyone... keke... well the poor guys who didn't have umbrellas had to run in the rain... on the way to keefe's house, the wind was quite strong... well the wind and han jun's umbrella didn't give him some 'face'.... the wind blew the umbrella till the umbrella instead of down was facing upwards... after we reached keefe's house, we then realised that even though we had umbrellas, we were still wet... but well the poor guys well not too well off as they were drenched from head to toe.... but anyway, we still had a very good time together today... keefe thanks for letting us use your house as a meeting place....



michie rocked @ 17:49

♥ Saturday, November 13, 2004 ♥

Forest Trail

Originally uploaded by michelle89.

hey peeps... me just came back from camp this afternoon... i went for a camp organised by Central Singapore Youth Forum... the camp is darn cool... we went to the parliament house... my oh my... it is so grand there in the chamber...

we had discussions till like 10.30pm... then this morning at 5.30am we had an emergency exercise... like the bell was ringing and the "birds" were chirpping... why birds with " "??? 'cos it was an automated box which will chirp like birds and it is super noisy...but me as per normal the super blur one, woke up the last, thinking that it was wake up call until i heard my friend See Wan calling me to wake up since it was an emergency drill... haiz... while i was in a hurry to put on my slippers with my hands all numb as i had fold my hands to sleep 'cos i was feeling comfortable, i fell down onto the "bed" opposite mine... why bed with " "??? simple... 'cos we were sleeping on the wooden floor like the koreans... or more precise, if you had watched MVP qing ren aka My MVP Valentine, the training session which coach dong brought them to in this mountainous area to train with the sumos... yep that kind of bed if you guys have watched that show... actually that emergency exercise also acted as a "wake up call" 'cos they didn't let us go back to bed after that... haiz... but funny thing... i wasn't sleepy anymore after throwing cold water onto my face...

Made 13 new friends at this camp... big number for someone like me who has more enemies than friends i guess... keke...

And whoever rang that bell, don't ever let me find out who you are 'cos i am definitely going to =bish bish bush= you.... yeah black bearies.... BLACK BEAR ROCKS!!!!!!!



michie rocked @ 19:31

♥ Thursday, November 11, 2004 ♥

My TEETH!!!!

Originally uploaded by michelle89.

people!!! say hi to my 6 little darling teeth over there in the picture... they are finally out of clorox already.... but somehow they still stink... bleah... but anyway time for introduction... the 4 big ones... the quardruplets are my wisdom teeth and the 2 miniature ones that are by their side are my 2 extra teeth that are hidden under my gums which could not be seen on a 3D x-ray and can only be seen on a 2D x-ray... that's weird huh???

me am going for camp tomorrow.... yipee... camp camp camp... stitches i shall say bye to you people next wednesday... you guys got to come out of my mouth... mummy said that she will not be going with me.... now that's mean... yikes...

nat said that when i smiled yesterday and when my teeth could be seen, she said that i looked as though i had some decayed food stuck in between my teeth 'cos the silk was black... haiz... now that's what i call being mean to a person who had just been for an op recently... mrs ang could hardly believe her eyes when she saw me... extraction of 6 teeth and yet no swelling... keke... like what my mummy always said: "It is God's answered prayers."

my godsister got a shock today when she called my house and i picked up the phone... she was like: "eh... how come it's you???? didn't you just go for your op???" well this was what i replied, "yep, it's me... i did go for my op... why???" she went on, "you sure you not lying that you went for your op how come can talk until so loudly and clearly one???" so i just chuckled... keke... she went on "wah... you so kuai one... listen to godma eat rice then go back to school ah???" i was like "no lah... just happened that the next day mummy cooked rice so i ate rice lah... but i first day already ate porridge with fishcake and egg fried with long beans... keke" she went on that i should not take hard food... then i replied, "actually i can eat biscuits already leh..." she was like WHAT?!?!?! i go for op that time hor, come out of the theatre, when the dentist came around to check, i told him to go away and not disturb me i want to sleep... and yet you, can read magazine, go toilet and even take mrt home...

hmmm... that's all folks... remember to keep my dear 6 little friends in your memory ok??? byez...



michie rocked @ 14:54

♥ Tuesday, November 09, 2004 ♥

Ice Mountain

Originally uploaded by michelle89.

haiz... me going back to school already tomorrow... 8 days mc become 2 days only... but who ask me to be so healthy and jumpy that my mummy says that i am well and can go back to school... i still feel very hungry although i have ate quite a lot of food... this is definitely the antibiotics fault... the previous time i ate this antibiotic earlier this year i also had the same problem... all i want to do is eat and Eat and EAt and EAT!!! but it's ok... that goes to show that i am fit and healthy and at the same time it goes to show that whatever stereotype kind of things that people say about having to remove you wisdom teeth is not always true... keke... but i must thank God for helping me though... did i actually mentioned that i told the dentist to allow me to keep my teeth??? well if i didn't say so i am telling you people now... yes i did tell him to let me keep my teeth... keke... and he actually managed to get all my teeth out in very good condition and i have decided to keep them for "show"... i still can't believe my eyes... me teeth were all nicely shaped and when it came out, it came out as a whole... roots and all... and they are all now being soaked in bleach to rid it of it's smell...

oh man... i still can't believe that fresh blood smells so fishy... i nearly puked yesterday when i smelt my own blood... the staff nurse started laughing when i pinched my nose when she helped me clean off the remaining blood that had been collected in my mouth... and she was like... very fishy smell right and i started nodding my head... she said that it was ok 'cos it is your own blood... and i was like... ok... but it doesn't matter now... 'cos i have gotten over it already... well mummy actually asked me to swollow my saliava but when i spit out the thick one and i needed help, i pulled open the curtain to attract attention... keke... well the sound that the curtain made while i was pulling it apart, really attracted attention... 'cos my mummy was like why??? and i was just spitting out the super thick blood filled saliava and mummy was like i thought i told you to swollow it... and the staff nurse was like this one is too thick to swollow and it is meant to be spit out... after i spit out some, the staff nurse went to get ribena for me... i drank 2 cups in one shot and i even asked for 1 cup of water after that... the staff nurse started laughing and said sure... but mummy was like don't drink so much... no good... the staff nurse was like it is ok... 'cos she hasn't drunk anything since last night... and well after that cup of water i burped... the staff nurse laughed at me again when i went bao... she asked me drink water full one is it??? and i was like yah...

well the reason why i couldn't fall asleep again after i went back to the ward was because i was feeling very hot... and i couldn't sleep if it was hot... others can but not me... so i didn't sleep instead i asked for a magazine... after flipping a few pages, mummy asked me to lie down and rest a while more 'cos at night i would most probably be unable to fall asleep... but i ask you how to sleep when your mummy, the doctor and staff nurse are talking in the ward... well when mummy and i got onto the train, i scolded mummy for making so much noise and she started laughing...

well, my Godma says that i cannot go to school until i can eat rice... so i told her... "Godma, i ate porridge yesterday which is also a form of rice what..." well i am still waiting for her reply to that sms i sent to her...

at least after drinking my mango milk i don't feel so hungry anymore... keke... drinks do do wonders at times... well, i am off to watch my show already... byez... will blog again tonight if i have the time...



michie rocked @ 10:19

♥ Monday, November 08, 2004 ♥

Originally uploaded by michelle89.

me am back from my op liao!!! woohoo!!! not much of a problem during the op... oh man... i woke up and went home a lot earlier than the guy who went in and came out before me leh... now me can eat food... all kinds except hard stuff such as vegetable especially brocolli... so that it will not get stuck to my stitches... my stitches are made up of silk... whoa... expensive material if you want to make clothes... but i don't think you guys will want to get it from my mouth 'cos it smells of blood and saliva... keke... me ate like a lot of things today... must be because the antibiotics "erythromycin" that makes me hungry... i ate and ate and ate... from the time i reached home, i ate the instant mashed potato... 2 packets of mashed potatoes... and drank one cup of instant campbell cream of chicken soup... by the time i finished was like four plus... went to bathe and went to sleep...

at 5.15pm like that i was super hungry again... i ate porridge with fishcakes and egg fried with long beans... yummy... now i am feeling a little hungry again... i just finished eating at like 7.30pm and now at 8.22pm i am hungry again... nevermind... i shall go and have some sweet potatoes soup... keke...

today i went to ndc to have all the 6 problematic teeth out plus have my tongue tie cut... can anyone guess how small this world is??? the dentist who did the op for me turned out to be a dentist who attends my church... he was super gentle according to the nurses... so i didn't feel much pain when i woke up... so good... but need to get use to the feeling that there is something in my mouth... when i went in the the theatre, the anastesist had a problem finding my vein on the top of my palm... she had to get another nurse to help grab my hand to find the vein... then she had to start hitting my hand to make the vein surface and she was like apologising and explaining why she had to hit my hand... she said that my vein was very shy that it went into hiding... then she told me that after the op she will wake me up... but i think she never managed to do so 'cos i know i slept like a log for a long long while... putting the anestesia to full use to help me sleep... keke... i told mummy when we got home and she started laughing when i told her that i think that the anastesist gave up trying to wake me up... when i woke up, i was in the corridor of the operating theatre... i tell you when i woke up the nurse didn't realise 'cos i didn't make any noise and she was reading something until i started coughing then she realised that i was up... and she told me that the next few days that i might have a sore thoat... then she showed me my teeth and told me which was which... BUT i couldn't see a thing 'cos i didn't have my spectacles on... haha... so i could only see her hand holding on to something and i couldn't even see the nurse's face clearly... sorry nurse... but when i went back to the ward, i immediatly took my specs and had a look at my teeth... the staff nurse told mummy to go and get my medicine first and while mummy was gone, i needed to toilet badly... no idea why... so got the staff nurse to bring me there... and then later when i went back to my bed, mummy came back shortly... then she started talking to the staff nurse... my gauze happened to be quite soaked... so i started making quite a lot of noise to attract attention... made quite a lot of noise before mummy heard me... she was like make so much noise wait the auntie chase you out then you know... then i started pointing to my guaze and she was like ok... called the staff nurse... and the nurse took off the guaze for me... so i was like... ahhhh!!! no more thing that i have to bite onto liao...

great i can talk... keke... mummy actually said that i couldn't talk or eat on the first day but well i mangaed to and i am eating like a lord and talking as per normal... thank God!!! hallelujah!!!



michie rocked @ 19:58

♥ Sunday, November 07, 2004 ♥



before op me

Originally uploaded by michelle89.

ok... this is one self potrait of me before i go for my op... this is what i intend to do... do a before and after op comparison of myself... my mummy say that my face will look very swollen but i think taking a look at it myself will be better... as the saying goes... looking at it is better than hearing about it... that's all i've got to blog about... byez...



michie rocked @ 20:53

♥ Friday, November 05, 2004 ♥


Fine Weather Beach

Originally uploaded by michelle89.

haiz... went to draw blood today so that i have a full blood count before my op... since mummy told me to get them to check my blood group too, i had to do 2 tests...

today, i went to tell mr lee that i will not be going to school next week because of my op... know what he told me when i told him that i will most probably be having 1 week mc??? he asked me just to extract wisdom get 1 week mc so long meh??? then i was like not only my wisdom tooth but also my 2 extra teeth... then he told me to go and find all my next week subject teachers to inform them... and ended up??? i couldn't find a single one of them except miss poh who i had told during my biology lesson...

jo now you cannot say that i never do paragraphing and write long long entries right??? 'cos i did paragraphing this time... keke...

aiyo, zi jin zhi dian so sad... qing tian got into a car accident in order to save xiao ying... =sob sob= then not only xiao ying cry for him... even aki also cry... =sobz sobz=

people, if you have the time to watch a short hong kong serial, go and watch the show "A Handful of Love" also known as "yi wu liang jia san xing ren"... got sad and funny parts... darn cute also the show... so is the ending... keke

holidays already and no one seems to be updating their blogs... haiz... this holiday is boring with no one updating their blogs...

feeling quite down 'cos i will most probably be unable to attend lucia's workshop... haiz... but managed to talk to her on msn just now 'cos she was with mrs ang... keke...



michie rocked @ 17:00

♥ Thursday, November 04, 2004 ♥

Chen Qiao En

Originally uploaded by michelle89.

ok, i just received news today that i will be going for my op on the 8th November 2004, which is next monday and not on the 23rd December 2004... also miss kang put me on the list for the camp and i have not the slightest idea if i will be able to make it or not... haiz... seriously, i hope everything goes well during the op... me don't want to end up with some disabilities... keke... no one online!!! so sad!!! no one to talk to online... before i forget... people if you want to talk to me after my op on the 8th November 2004, it will be kind of impossible 'cos i will most probably be unable to talk... if you want to talk to me the only way to do so is either to sms me, e-mail me or msn me... haha... the only way of communication is only through writing... anyone nice enough can help me keep all my notes until i am able to go back to school??? if you are, please tag my taggie to let me know... i will get back to you as soon as possible... thank you...

i got zi jin zhi dian volume 3 already... the taiwanese version... seriously the i thought that the whole set would cost me about what at most $60... well i was wrong... the actual price is double of what i had estimated it to be... one volume cost $32.90... but at least it is worth it as the packaging is very nice and unique with character introduction and all... so unlike the singapore version where they cut here and there... bits and pieces do not link... haiz... expensive but worth it... i am going to buy volume 4 next... then i will start saving up to buy volume 1 and 2 which i have watched already but it is the singapore version... time to start saving liao... anyone who wants to can sponsor me too... i don't mind... then like that i won't have to save money until so "qi liang" liao... keke...

actually, what does the headstart programme for??? i mean we go there and all we do is revision on this year's work... i thought that what they meant by headstart programme was that the teachers will start teaching Sec. 4 stuff... but it ended up all of it is revision of this year's stuff... haiz... but nevermind... at least i will have some revision before stepping into life of a Sec. 4 student... keke...



michie rocked @ 17:43

♥ Monday, November 01, 2004 ♥

Originally uploaded by michelle89.

i went to the dentist today... all my teeth are fine... however, i will have to extract 6 teeth and have my tongue tie cut... 4 out of 6 of the teeth are my wisdom tooths and the other 2 are my 2 extra teeth which are growing continuously... i will be having my op on the 23 December 2004 or maybe even earlier if there is a sudden vacancy... it should be a day surgery... then after that for a long long while i won't be able to talk properly and eat properly i guess... but oh well... what is to come will come no matter how...


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